be my escape.

 the quality or state of being complete or undivided 

Integrity is a concept of consistency of actions, values, methods, measures, principles, expectations, and outcomes. In ethics, integrity is regarded as the honesty and truthfulness or accuracy of one’s actions. Integrity can be regarded as the opposite of hypocrisy, in that integrity regards internal consistency as a virtue, and suggests that parties holding apparently conflicting values should account for the discrepancy or alter their beliefs.

for you to love me with ALL your heart, ALL your mind, ALL your strength, and with ALL your soul. 
give me your whole heart. I want it. I want 100% of it. 

THIS IS WHAT HE DESIRES OUT OF HIS CHILDREN. He desires complete oneness with Him. That we can be willing to lay down everything for Him. To have complete trust and faith in Him. 
When it is clear that I am in depravity without Him, because He is the only good in me, I want to surrender and change more. He has been showing me little by little what it looks like and what it means to die to myself and live in Christ. And throughout this process, i see my sin. I see my many weaknesses and faint of heart. And it makes me sooo desperately want for Him to break and mold me so that out of my heart will come genuine, GENUINE, love and obedience. I’m so weak and fearful, but He is so strong and true to His promises and character. Father, change me more! Make me less! Holy Spirit, fix my eyes on Christ in every area of my life. Help me to see more of my own sin so i can repent!!!!!! I want genuine love for you and your people to flow through me…. I just want to be with you and know you more. Thank you that even though i fail so much, you still love me. 

it looked something like this. God poured hot water into a porcelain cup and said “I will fill this generation” He WILL FILL our generation!!!! 
He will fill us with the Holy Spirit, who enables us to even know the things of God and draws us to Him. God wants everyone to know that He alone satisfies even more than a hot cup of tea ahah..

Ephesians 5:1-20 ¹ Follow God’s example, therefore, as dearly loved children ² and walk in the way of love, just as Christ loved us and gave himself up for us as a fragrant offering and sacrifice to God.

³ But among you there must not be even a hint of sexual immorality, or of any kind of impurity, or of greed, because these are improper for God’s holy people. ⁴ Nor should there be obscenity, foolish talkor coarse joking, which are out of place, but rather thanksgiving. ⁵ For of this you can be sure: No immoral, impure or greedy person—such a person is an idolater—has any inheritance in the kingdom of Christ and of God.^[a] 6 Let no one deceive you with empty words, for because of such things God’s wrath comes on those who are disobedient. ⁷ Therefore do not be partners with them.

⁸ For you were once darkness, but now you are light in the Lord. Live as children of light ⁹ (for the fruitof the light consists in all goodness, righteousness and truth) ¹⁰ and find out what pleases the Lord.¹¹ Have nothing to do with the fruitless deeds of darkness, but rather expose them. ¹² It is shameful even to mention what the disobedient do in secret. ¹³ But everything exposed by the light becomes visible—and everything that is illuminated becomes a light. ¹⁴ This is why it is said:

¹⁵ Be very careful, then, how you live—not as unwise but as wise, ¹⁶ making the most of every opportunity, because the days are evil. ¹⁷ Therefore do not be foolish, but understand what the Lord’s will is. ¹⁸ Do not get drunk on wine, which leads to debauchery. Instead, be filled with the Spirit,¹⁹ speaking to one another with psalms, hymns, and songs from the Spirit. Sing and make music from your heart to the Lord, ²⁰ always giving thanks to God the Father for everything, in the name of our Lord Jesus Christ.

“In the last days, God says, I will pour out my Spirit on all people. Your sons and daughters will prophesy, your young men will see visions, your old men will dream dreams.” Acts 2:17 

i was made for You.
by Your grace, we can be one. 

He has a desire to be with you.
oh, the day when Kingdom comes…